Got to get this list done soon.. very very soon. Gonna start this Saturday.. I hope!

1. Cut my hair (I'm taking up extra time to dry my hair now every morning plus my hair got split ends! ).
2. Get the pills I needed. (or else my wedding gown wouldn't fit when the time comes... scared that I could not maintain my figure!)
3. Dentist..Dentist..Dentist.. (please doctor, get rid of my plaque!)
4. Resize my engagement ring.. (a bit loose now.. whoa! my finger dah kurus ke? tapi badan gemok jugak! huhuhu)
5. Go to Nilai3 to get my wedding souvenir's thingy. (this Sunday maybe?)
6. Buy the other item for his hantaran to me. (gold thingy.. very hard to find the design that I like)
7. Buy my Loreal True Match Foundation (I so love this! Almost finish this bottle that I have..)
8. Doing the dippings (seriously this time! I'm running out of time now..so gotta catch-up)<-- In progress!
9. Full body massage and Facial Treatment (I do this at least every month)
10. Rebonding.. (huhuhu.. )

Oh my God! It's raining heavily outside..  <--totally out of topic..yes I know!

What did I do on weekends?? I can't remember it myself. Demmit! But I do remember being very busy last Saturday and Sunday. Just can't exactly remember the details (besides the kenduri I attended)..  Sigh.

I'm getting old aren't I? Sigh again and again. I'm so having something kind of a "short term memory loss". I do then I forget. I say then I forget. It's very very hard for me to remember things. I have to put extra effort for just not to forget anything. Bad huh?

Maybe I'm just too stressed out or too many things on my mind.. Or maybe I'm depressed? Could it be? Hmmm.. anyway.. today is just one hell of a day at the office. Somehow, I'm occupied the whole day with the day to day operation. So.. till later.

Yes, again. This time it's the wedding of Sharifudin & wifey (can't remember her name). Sharifudin is the little brother of Kak Yus (my bro's fiancee).  It was held at the 8th floor of Pusat Komuniti somewhere in Cheras area. 

The theme color was maroon and red. They had a 2-in-1 wedding reception and 'sanding' for both the families (the bride and groom). Save some budget and at the same time, it's more merrier with both friends of the families together. ;)

I couldn't make it to go and 'tepung tawar' the bride and groom on the stage. Too bad. Did not take any pictures also. Sigh. My handphone battery was too low.  Forgot to charge it the night before. 

I was quite content and happy during the part of the day.. this morning. Though I'm not feeling 100% well from my health issues, I'm still getting through the days quite well indeed. Tired but put together.

Been hearing rumours these past few days about the re-structuring thingy which I just let it pass my ears. I don't have any confirmed decision on staying or leaving. At least not until my new bos here informs me and can confirm me with the position I requested. Haven't done any serious job hunting at other departments as well. Eventhough I did request to be transferred and have listed my options on where to go should there be a need for me to leave this unit. Obviously you should know my reasons by now. If anybody were to ask again.. go visit my previous entry lah! Eishhhh...

But today.. it seems that the things have been finalised. My new bos have considered everyone's issues and interests and have made her decision to put who at which position. I got the thing I requested... but guess what.. It somehow does not excite me or enthusiast me at all! I'm kindda wondering why I am having this weird, unsatisfied and worried feeling inside of me, myself. It's like I'm not seeing a good future in front of me all of the sudden. Sigh.

Suddenly, I have a  mixed feeling with all of this... Sigh.. My issues are too private for me to share here. The politics which are going on around here are pretty much bitter to swallow most of the times.

God help me! I don't think anyone else could help me on this right now..

Hmm.. I'm just too sick and tired of the oil price increase thingy! I mean everywhere is talking about this, on TV, forums, pickets, newspapers and etc. But the day-to-day burden is still ON US!


Keep asking us to "Change your life style to adapt to this changes.." Yeah, what does the government higher-positioned people knows about our life??? Their lives are sponsored in such many ways. Houses, cars, petrol, food... what else? They can even avoid traffic jams and tolls! Hell, what do they know how we feel or what we have to go through everyday of our lives.

Try to live our lives for once!

Reduce your salary to the low or middle range citizen's salary. How much will that be? Try RM1500 for a start? Get your own loan for a car and rent a house. Let's say you're married with 2 kids.

Get the public transport everyday to go work.  See how hard it is to feel the aircond, to even fit yourself to that tiny space with that too packed busses or lrts and if you're not that lucky.. you have to wait for the next bus or next next one or next next next one.. Can you live it??

If not, try to drive you own car to go places. Pump your own fuel with your own money. Spend your own money to pay for the mechanics and car maintenance also. Do not have your traffic police escort you everywhere. Let's get stuck in the traffic jam together like us.. the normal citizens. See how you feel.. can you live it??

Go shopping at the supermarkets yourself and not let your 'maid of the house' do it. Pay the grocerries with your own money and carry it yourself too. See whether you feel the price increase or not?? Can you live it??

Give some pocket money to your wife and kids and also buy educational stuff for your kids with again.. your own money. Don't forget your beloved parents and maybe siblings..How does that feel? Can you live it??

"Put yourself in our shoes.. oh, my beloved government 'higher-positioned' people!" Get to really know our issues, feel our burden and tell us... Do we have the rights for not being satisfied with your judgements, your rulings and your decision-making??

Keluhan dan isi hati seorang rakyat biasa....